It's 2018 and it has been, what, 4 years? Since I last open this blog lmao. Ah, it feels kind of nostalgic reading back all the post ( eventho ada 7 ja but whatever). I deleted some, draft some and yada yada.

Can you believe I'm 21 now? Like woah, it feels just like yesterday I was 16....and now I'm 21. I used to think 21 is such an adult age. Like I'm legal to do anything? In drama also they seem so responsible and happy. But look at me right now lmao. I can't give advice for shit, tambah pulak want to be happy.

sakura and sasuke is 21 years old me while naruto is young me

But somehow life gets better? sort of? You know the life where your life gets better and worst at the same time. While I'm becoming a better person as friends around me supporting and teaching me life lesson, my anxiety and somehow sadness kind of get worst. Self hate, insecurity, all of that jazz get worst but I'm also getting better in building back myself. Though the confidence is not there but whatever. 

I think it's mornight rn but yeh

Ｏ(≧▽≦)Ｏ Ogenki yooooooooooooo 
Hehehehehhehe 

HAPPY 2014!!!

Hoi hoi tahun baru hoi ohohoho Can you believe that I'm already on my last year of high school oh mai gerdness. I feel so old and so young at the same time. Well I still can't believe that I'm a grown up and will graduate in less than uh a year? Or lesser idk. Well as a normal grown up teenager, of course I can't wait to get out from this so called school and stop from being a kid but in the same time I don't really have intention to move on from my school life. I don't have any plan what to do after I graduate from my school realy. Haila haila.



Talk about school, this year is such a hectic year like seriously. I don't feel like I'm breathing any decent air anymore sobseuu hurhurhur But it kind of fun because I actually have things to do. But ugh if I can choose subject I want to drop, I will choose BM and Sejarah. I really hate like really really double ultra hate memorizing and any type of essay. Well my tatabahasa and my BM kinda sucks so I really hate it. So many things I need to remember ugh. And also, school gave me free tuition and yeah. It is so tiring to be honest lah because firstly the class is every day either from 3-5 pm , 4-6pm and 8-10 am. I don't feel like I'm living as a human anymore really. But let us not complain and be happy \o/

Oh oh last week or smtg our class did that frog experiment you know!!!! Ok eventho mine was fish but hey at least I did that xperiment helped by Mine :cccc  It was fun (REALLYY????????) I think. Because yeah you know. It was fun >_>

Ya itu ialah ikan sobsobsobs