It's 2018 and it has been, what, 4 years? Since I last open this blog lmao. Ah, it feels kind of nostalgic reading back all the post ( eventho ada 7 ja but whatever). I deleted some, draft some and yada yada.

Can you believe I'm 21 now? Like woah, it feels just like yesterday I was 16....and now I'm 21. I used to think 21 is such an adult age. Like I'm legal to do anything? In drama also they seem so responsible and happy. But look at me right now lmao. I can't give advice for shit, tambah pulak want to be happy.

sakura and sasuke is 21 years old me while naruto is young me

But somehow life gets better? sort of? You know the life where your life gets better and worst at the same time. While I'm becoming a better person as friends around me supporting and teaching me life lesson, my anxiety and somehow sadness kind of get worst. Self hate, insecurity, all of that jazz get worst but I'm also getting better in building back myself. Though the confidence is not there but whatever.